Tuesday, March 31, 2009

Background Info on CT AND ME

So I was thinking that maybe I should start giving you guys some background information on me and Christian. It was January 7th I was out at my favourite Sunday night party Hiro when I met Christian and his friend Glenn.
They were smoking outside and David who was having a cigarette decided to go up to both Christian and Glenn for no apparent reason. We spoke for a little bit and decided to go back inside for a dance. The music was great, but the night was coming to an end and I guess Christian and Glenn wanted to keep dancing so they asked if there were any after parties. We told them about APT in the meatpacking district and decided to get our coats and go with them. I hate waiting in line for coat check so I decided to put my jacket under a bench ( which is what I have always done ) and that night someone took my Old Navy Jacket L. Lucky it wasn’t a cold winter night and the walk was about 5 blocks. It was Christian, Glenn, ken, Miguel and I that ended up going to APT. Glenn ended up leaving a bit early and APT got boring so we all went back to my place. Miguel actually ended up going back home and it was just me, ken and Christian.

Actually there are so many details to the story that I think I can afford to skip a few spots. Me and Christian ended up meeting up during the day a few times and we just walked around and stuff. I was flying to Las Vegas the next day and he was heading back to Sydney the day after. He called me later that day saying he had an argument with his friend and that he was going to spend the night at a hotel and if I wanted to see him. So I went to meet him at the Waldorf Astoria ( FYI that hotel is crap!!!! They have an amazing locations and the foyer is gorgeous but the rooms where pathetic. I would rather stay at the W hotel) but that’s not the point of the story lol. Christian and I had a really nice night and we cuddled which is something I never really enjoyed because I would get too hot. ( his skin was really nice and cool so it made it easy) he was telling me in the morning that I sounded like a lion purring ( which is really code for I was snoring and keeping him up ) We had breakfast and walked around some more then he walked me home because I needed to pack for Las Vegas. This is the cute part of the story now ……..after I said goodbye we walked away but like a minute later we both looked back and made eye contact and it was just really really nice. I went to Las Vegas and was there a few days as you guys may know and then I later went to LA and I decided to send him a text message just to make sure he got home ok. Later that night he got messenger and we just started talking up a storm. Then he introduced me to skype and we started talking via skype. I didn’t think too much of it, but I did think it was special and cute. We spoke like every other day till I finally visited in March. It was just this amazing connection that I can’t describe.

Well I think I should give the past a little rest.
On a more current topic I went to go see “knowing” last night with my friends and lets just say that it’s the WORST MOVIE EVER MADE. I thought “Blindness” was bad but this one was way worse! The acting was horrific; the story line was crap. The only nice thing I could say is that the special effects were good but its hurts when I say that ….. Yuck!!!!!
Dennis your not allowed to pick any more movies from now on!!!!
You have been WARNED J

Hope all is well
Jonathan Vargas

Friday, March 27, 2009

Its been long OVER DUE

Wow I am not even sure where to begin... Its been over a year since I last posted a blog and let me tell you I HAVE MISSED IT!!!! I haven’t even looked at my blog. I feel really disappointed in myself for not writing because it used to bring me such joy. Especially if I was having a bad day I would just sit down look back and it would bring me back to a time where I was super happy and it would bring a smile to my face. Like I said once before this blog to me is like a journal of my life and I happen to share with the rest of the world. My writing isn’t the best and most creative…. My grammar and spelling sucks…and I don’t get super deep in my writing. Its usually just nonsense and crap, but its my crap and crap that I love. I speak about my nights out with friends at either a dinner or a party, or about my travel experience, and maybe about some movies I have seen. All these little stories give me something. Its gives me joy and laughter. It’s made me aware on how I have changed. I have changed a lot over the course of a year. I have met some amazing people. I have moved from New York City over to Sydney Australia. I work a full time job. I learned how to cook amazing meals. I fell in LOVE (Hench the move to Australia) .

It really is amazing what can happen in life. Never in my life did I ever imagine that I would leave New York. There is so much I want to talk about, but I have no idea where to begin. What I am thinking of doing is to start from the beginning. Start from right before I left New York and decided to leave to Sydney. I know that I am going to be missing a lot of details and I won’t possibly be able to capture the moment but I am going to try my best. My best guides to these moments are going to be the pictures that I have taken over the course of the year.

Attention readers…… A lot of this might not make sense and I might jump from one thing to the next but it all makes sense in my crazy head. I want to be as open and honest as possible but again there are something that I like to keep to myself and private. I wont be covering everything either. I think the purpose of all this is so that I can get back to my normal head space. To get back into a routine of what I used to do. More importantly I think it will help in the healing process. I am sure I am going to shed a lot of tears while writing this but I know that in 2 or 3 years I will look back and I will smile. (My eyes are watery now). Smile like I always have. I want to also thank all my friends for the support and love. You guys are truly amazing. Even from half across the world you guys still manage to put a smile on my face. I also want to thank all the wonderful people I have met here in Sydney. You guys rock!!!! I want to thank my mom for always sending me kisses via text message. (she doesn’t know I have a blog but I can still thank her). Even thou I am feeling tons of pain and I want to strangle him I want to Thank CT because without him I wouldn’t have known what it is to give up everything, become vulnerable and to love like I have never loved before. The feeling was amazing and still is to a degree. I haven’t forgiven CT yet and it can be a while before I do. HELL …. I haven’t forgiven myself yet!! But I want too and I know that overtime I will forgive both him and myself.

……Get readyzzz people Jonathan Vargas is back!!!!!! Well kinda … hehe

Hope all is well